mmmmmm…….
Picture of the moment…
Breathe….
I sorta suck at this.
Yeah I have realized that I totally suck at keeping up with blogging. I have about a million and two “drafts” which never see the daylight cause I always get interrupted which of course makes me lose my train of thought. I think to myself just pick something to write about a topic..something that has happened in sl etc etc. When I think about all the things that go down in sl it’s the same old shit. So and so is bored of sl..so in so is in OR out of Slove with the ” OMFG cute neko boy!” Although I spend alot of time in sl and I must admit I do get a little excited at the little meaningless drama that goes on it does get incredibly tedious. I used to be so fucking awesome at finding new places to explore. But these days I cant find anywhere interesting to save myself so the majority of my time is spent in ims in my house, shopping( which I know ALOT about) or seeing whats going down in the W.A ( welcome area) aka the most boring yet entertaining place in sl. I get asked all the time why I hang out there and the honest answer is I have no idea. It’s like this fucking beacon of comfort cause I have spent so many hours there. In the beginning when I first became a sl crack addict my partner and I made it a goal to take over the W.A from the mean/evil regs that go there. Lame I know but at the time it was humorous and it was a way to annoy the regs there who think they own Sl and everything in it. I think I spent around 13 hours straight that day and by the end of it the W.A was OURS! * que scary music* Yeah we didn’t use it for evil….well that isn’t strictly true cause I have to admit it’s damn funny sending a noob to hard alley and telling them to find the magical dragon which will make them awesome. I think one reason I like the welcome area is cause there is such a big mixture of people and sl ages. You get the helpless newbs..some lovely some sex crazed perverts..others just being greifers. You also get the old regs who have been here since 2004 blah blah it’s sorta crazy how some of them get territorial over a step not to mention how they make fun of people for taking ” the game too seriously” It’s like wtf does that mean ? YOU have been in sl for years …surely that shows a little sl dedication in my opinion. Also in the welcome area alot of the time people aren’t what you seem….in comes the ” alt” I know someone that has 8 alts.. ” 8″ that I know of anyway. It’s madness! I have no idea how one person can keep up 8 different slives. I have to admit I am in fact an Alt. dun dun although I haven’t done that much to hide that fact…all of my good friends in sl know my alt and my main. I made an alt to get a break from her and her slife. I know I sound soooo dramatic but it came to a point where I was dreading the ims from all the people I was too nice remove from my list but I hated. So I took the pussy way and made an alt haha. I don’t even use my other avi anymore..she is rarely brought out and dusted off. She just isnt me anymore. And on that note I am off to watch Reaper cause its rocks HARD. Take care ya’ll!
A.K.A <3
Song of the moment….
Cause it’s awesome.
and I love that movie!
Mon église est faite!
I thought I would post a wee blog……since I have taken a wee break from it all. I finally finished building my house..yipppeee! I thought I would post some pics up since I said I would. WARNING Picture overload ahead ha ha! I have built a old church ruin type thing..using a couple of Church walls I got from Organic.
SO yeah thats it..I slove it. I wish I could move my rl ass in! NOW on to building that sex dungeon. 
A.K.A
So..
I am done posting for awhile. Blogging has recently lost its appeal. I was a terrible blogger anyway! For the record..if I have offended anyone with my posts which apparently I have..then I am truly sorry!
Take care all
A.K.A
Picture of the moment!
Molly and I just chillaxin in our comfort cruisers!
Places in SL?
I am sure I am not the only SLer that is on a constant look out for new places to explore. Unfortunately the only things I am good at is finding new stores. I swear to god I have like a shopping beacon that pings when there are new clothes on offer. It’s an illness! Actually…hair is my biggest weakness…I cant stop my fingers from buying it ..they go into full on buying attack mode. :/ ANYWAY… 
I was wondering if there was a blog out there that had like a list of places that were fab to explore? Or if any of you fine pixels out there have any faves? I mean we seem to have a million and two fashion blogs on the scene but that seems to be it or am I looking in the wrong places? I personally think there should be a blog that highlights different places in sl. I tend to sorta stick to the handful of sims which I adore but I would really love to find some new places to roam.
Have you ever….
I am sure almost everyone has said something or asked someone a question you wish you could take back the second it leaves your mouth. I had one of those moments tonite. The moment it left my lips my stomach turned into a knot. The thing is I already knew the answer to the question but for some reason I still asked it. The funny thing is even though I expected it..I still felt a level of disappointment. I actually had to hold back tears if I am completely honest. (It sucks being a girl sometimes) I said in a new year post that I needed to take more risks with things. That is something I am terrible with. I guess it’s a trust thing…letting go…trusting your feelings..your intuition. But then you have that evil voice in your head that tells you to STOP and stay in your bubble .. protect yourself from those horrible disappointment feelings .. shelter yourself. Damn that voice * shakes fist* Even though I wish that tonites events turned out differently I am proud that I actually took the risk. Somethings in this world are worth it a hundred times over.
My slife at the moment is better then I could possibly put into words. Have you noticed I haven’t ranted for weeks?? ha ha I am HAPPY…to the point where it’s gag able. Yeah seriously like gag able Rom com happy! You want to know what makes me so happy? Someone has come back into my life when really I didn’t deserve to be forgiven. One thing I have learned that people especially in sl drift in and out of your slife so fast…very few stay near to you and the ones that do are extra special. They are the ones that mean something and this person means more to me then I can express. I know this person reads my blog so…I want to say this to *you* my lovely star…. there aren’t a enough <3’s in this world to show you how thankful I am to have you in my * life* You make me smile till my face hurts and laugh till I have tears coming out of my eyes.( two words VAN HALEN) You keep me up till all hours talking about nothing…..but nothing with you means everything.
On a side note..I had a pervy bastard outside my house today…but Dirk saved the day YAY! More on that later! ;) Take care everyone.
A.K.A xxx
